Hey I am new to these boards so I thought i would fill this out so y'all could get to know me a little.
name:: Jessica
birthday:: Sept. 25
birthplace:: US
current mood:: TIRED and my eyes are burning from ammonia (dont ask)
current taste:: in what? i have reese's sittin in front of me and Jack off Jill blaring in my ears...
current clothes:: Jeans and a Sublime tank top
current annoyence:: that my eyes will not stop hurting.
current smell:: smokes i just had a cigarette a little bit ago.
current thing you ought to be doing:: sleeping
current desktop picture:: Chris and Mariska
current favorite band::oooh. Sublime, Nirvana, Lacuna Coil.
current book:: Cry the Beloved Country (best book EVER)
current cd in stereo:: Jack off Jill-Clear Hearts, Grey Flowers
current crush: Chris Meloni???
current favorite celeb:: Mariska Hargitay.
smoke:: yeah i have since i was 13.
do drugs:: i used to. I am a year and 3 months clean
have a dream that keeps coming back:: unfortunately yes.
remember your first real love:: i am still in love with him. He is my world.
still love them:: hahah didn't I just answer this???
read the newspaper:: not the one here.
have any gay or lesbian friends:: yeah i am a 'fruit fly' and damn proud of it!!!
believe in miracles:: sure.
believe it's possible to remain faithful forever:: it IS possible. I will nver cheat.
consider yourself tolerant of others:: ALWAYS.
consider love a mistake:: love is never a mistake.
like the taste of alcohol:: sometimes I wish I didn't but I do and I love the burn of it that is why I quit drinking over a year ago i was a teenage alcoholic no joke.
have a favorite candy:: hmmm gummy anything and anything with peanut butter in it
believe in astrology:: not anymore God holds my answers not the planets.
believe in God: YES He saved me.
have any pets::A cat named Farva Ann f**k*r. LOL I love her.
have any piercings:: 6 in each ear, my tongue, and bellybutton
have any tattoos:: 3. one on my wrist, one on my neck, and one on my hip.
hate yourself:: I used to.
have an obsession:: SVU and Diet Coke.
have a best friend:: yeah. a couple actually.
care about looks: not typically.
love life:: i usually do.
first crush:: i was like 6 and it was my friends older brother. i thought he was the bees knees.
first kiss:: wasn't by choice and I don't talk about that...
single or taken:: very taken and happy with that.
ever been in love:: yes and I still am very much in love.
do you believe in love at first sight:: no. i believe in infatuation at first sight i don't believe that you can love someone you dont know. JMHO
describe your ideal significant other:: AMAZING. Hilarious, sexy, caring, the love of my life.
::APPEARANCE::
hair:: right now? blonde i just bleached it a couple months ago.
eyes:: blue.
height:: 5'10" that's right people I am a friggin GIANT
::LAST THING YOU::
bought:: resse's peanut butter cups.
ate + drank:: water and reese's
read:: Loose Girl (awesome book)
::LAST PERSON YOU::
talked to:: My fiance Russ.
IMed:: Oh goodness. IDK My sister...
hugged:: My fiance
kissed:: look above.
had a serious conversation with:: again my fiance...
yelled at:: uhhh probably my nephew he peed in a bucket outside. idk wtf for but he did.
::WHO DO YOU WANT TO::
[ Kill ] i say that we donate all the rapists and pedophiles to the US military as target practice and tell them "a hundred bucks a head shot" dont get mad its just a suggestion.
[ Slap ] a crazy b**** that tried to tear my family apart.
[ Get Really Wasted With ] no one. i dont want to drink. thanks though!
[ Get High With ] OH NO! I love getting high. that is why i dont do it anymore. I would get high anytime anywhere if it were legal to do so but it isn't so i won't
[ Look Like ] a better version of myself.
[ Talk To Offline ] my friend Jeana.
[ Talk To Online ] Jess. Where the hell ya been girl?
::HAVE YOU EVER::
[ Pictured your crush naked? ] HAHAHAHA CM naked I have seen it remember Oz???
[ Actually seen ur crush naked ] LOL refer to above...
[ Been in love ] isn't this like the 12th time I have been asked this??
[ Cried when someone died ] duh.
[ Lied ] everyone has.
::WITH THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX::
What do you notice first about:
[ Looks ] eyes.
[ Personality ] the first words they say to me.
[ Last person you slow danced with ] I haven't slow danced in like 4 years.
::WHO::
[ Makes you laugh the most? ] my fiance, my sister, my nephews and nieces, and my friend Neva.
[ Makes you smile ] ^^^^
[ Gives you a funny feeling when u see them ] define funny??
[ Who has a crush on you? ] uhhh my fiance but it isnt really a crush its L O V E or it better be otherwise I would have to kick his little Irish ass.
[ Who is easiest to talk to ] My friend Jeana. She is the least judgemental person I know.
:: DO YOU EVER::
[ sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you? ] no. i have like 3 ppl on Yahoo IM. I want more though so feel free to add me
[ save aol/aim conversations ] i saved one that was HILARIOUS
[ wish u were a member of the opposite sex ] sometimes i think i might as well be. i have always been considered 'one of the guys'
[ Cry because of someone saying something to you ] yeah usually its only because my fiance gets mad at me.
::HAVE YOU EVER::
[ fallen for your best friend ] no.
[ been rejected ] i am an actor...wtf kinda question is that?
[ rejected someone ] uhhh yeah because i used to be so chicken of people.
[ used someone ] when i was a drug addict? yes. since i got clean? not once.
[ done something you regret ] regret??? no i think regrets are just mistakes that you failed to learn from and I have learned the hard way believe me!!
::DO YOU // ARE YOU::
[ smoke cigarettes ] yeah it sucks I need to quit.
[ color ur hair ] too often i am semi obsessed with it.
[ ever get off the darn computer ] hahah to pee, eat, watch svu, and sleep.
[ habla espanol ] hahahahahahah NO.
[ drink alchohol? ] nope. not anymore.
[ like watching sunrises or sunset ] sunset.
[ What hurts the most? Physical pain or emotional pain? ] emotional. i am pretty numb to physical pain.