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Post by Sexystablersgal on May 5, 2008 11:32:32 GMT -5
{name:Jean#|#picture:19}Jean felt Fin tighten his grip, and slowly loosened her grip on both Lily's hand and her wound. She sat back on her heels, looking down at her blood covered hands, and then looked up at Fin.
"I.....I should have been quicker......I could have......I should have taken her to hospital...." She murmoured, trying to clear her vision, as her mind flashed over every memory, every story. Sure, the two of them had started off rockily, but they'd gotten closer. Plus, this was the first time she'd ever seen, felt, someone die. She looked down at the necklace Fin gripped, and felt the small barrior she'd put up crumble.
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Post by Finaddict on May 5, 2008 18:03:53 GMT -5
{name:fin#|#picture:2}"Jean, there wasn't anything you could do. She wasn't gonna make it. I saw that when I got here." Fin said with firmness. "Ain't no use doin coulda, shoulda, woulda. Let's get our Lily to Melinda."
Fin hoped he hadn't been to firm with Jean, but he knew what it was like to second guess yourself. He had a partner take a bullet for him. He knew firsthand that Jean's thinking could do her untold harm.
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Post by Sexystablersgal on May 21, 2008 14:24:45 GMT -5
{name:Jean#|#picture:19}Jean nodded, listening to Fin. She knew he was right. He had that way, of grabbing her out of everything and telling it like it was.
"I know, it's just.......She didn't deserve......I hate feeling so......" She floundered, finally backing up a bit off Lily, and knelt on the very back of her heels. What she wanted to say was that she hated feeling helpless, and knew she'd would always blame herself for not doing something sooner. She had done after her parents, and there was truly nothing she could have done. This was gonna stay with her, and for a long, long time.
"Think Melinda will kick me out if I hover over her?" She joked, weakly, as she glanced up at Fin.
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Post by Finaddict on May 21, 2008 19:44:06 GMT -5
{name:fin#|#picture:2}"Hell No", Texican." Fin replied, as he hauled Jean up to her feet and clasp both her hands tightly and turned her around.
He knew the EMS Squad needed to take Lily away and he didn't want Jean to have that as her last memory.
"We need to both get cleaned up and then head for Melinda's office."
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Post by Sexystablersgal on May 22, 2008 12:34:36 GMT -5
{name:Jean#|#picture:19}Jean allowed herself to be twisted around, knowing what Fin was doing, and she smiled a soft thanks at him, before nodding.
"Yeah, OK. We'll, er, we'll need to let Captain know...and someone's gonna have to get in touch with her relatives.....and find Justice and...." She stopped, noticing Fin's look, and nodded.
"Right, I'll shush now." She said, as she felt herself shaking slightly.
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Post by Finaddict on May 22, 2008 20:01:05 GMT -5
{name:fin#|#picture:2}Fin tightened his grip on Jean's hand as he led her way from the crime scene.
"Leave your car here, Jean." Fin spoke, taking command of the situation. "I'll drive you home. You shower and dress. I'll go home and do the same and pick you back up. I'll call this in to the Cap'n."
OOC: till liv16 comes back I'm not sure how she wants this to end.
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Post by liv16 on May 22, 2008 21:25:26 GMT -5
OOC: if u guys can carry it to the funaral that would be nice.
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Post by Sexystablersgal on May 25, 2008 14:43:05 GMT -5
{name:Jean#|#picture:19}OOC: Sure thing hun'
Jean nodded, and tried to appear confident as she slid into Fin's car, and rested her head back against the seat. Sometimes Fin was a guardian angel, there was no way she would have taken herself off home, even when she desperately needed too.
"Thanks." She said, softly, still looking out of the window, watching the EMS team pick Lily up, and wheel her to the van, and resisted the rueg to tell them to be careful.
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